Many of us want Yarl’s Wood to be closed down because the conditions are appalling. I’m very ill and have very high blood pressure which healthcare know. I don’t know if it is the medications but I have pains all over my body and lumps are growing on my wrists. I got a chest infection and started spitting out blood but all they gave me was paracetomol. I am terrified of returning to my country. I left my husband because I am childless. He will kill me if he finds me.